It was the night before the fall off. I don’t know how to feel. Some might think it’s not that deep, it’s just an album. For me, it’s deep. Some of the stages in my life can be categorized in his songs. And now, it is coming to an end. On one hand I feel ecstatic, new music to feed my soul, to listen to over and over again. To guide my thoughts, show me new perspective, and lead me to further growth. On the other, it’s over. At least, he says it is. What will I do in the future when I am feigning for more of his music, and it doesn’t come. When I want a boost, when I want to feel. 

I am sitting at my desk, after a day at work, and I felt I should capture this historic moment. That I should capture my thoughts, which is why I made this site in the first place. A major factor in making this site was wanting to write about J. Cole, to study his music and his own impact on me. I wanted to analyze the famous beef, and try to find conclusions that others over saw, or I should say connections, since conclusions are precarious. That didn’t happen, at least not yet. But I made the sight, I’ve made some posts and will continue to do so. 

Now, all I can say is I’m ready. I’m ready to hear his final work. To enjoy it and make it a part of me. The vibes are obscure, but overall positive. While unlikely, maybe J. Cole will read this someday. And if he does, thank you. That’s what I would like to say to you, thank you. And, since we are in an eerie age, I must say that all post on this sight are written by me and not AI. I only post these writings into Word so that I can check my grammar, and that’s it. Because as we will see, writing will become a rarity, at least writing without the use of AI, even if it is in conjunction with it. 

I try to look inside of me, inside of my soul. And I think I feel scared. For this moment I’ve been waiting years. It’s finally here, on the other side of a few hours. What will happen next? Not only with the music and the industry as a whole–but with the world. All I can do now is enjoy this music with all my being, just like a strive to enjoy my life and the present with all my being. The best way to celebrate this moment is with those you love. I am going over to my mother’s house so I can listen to this work alongside those I love, my siblings. 

Cheers, may there be good times to come.